Christmas night
I am back. “Sad”, is this the word to describe my feeling now? I am confused. It is Christmas, a bad one for me I think. Probably, it is because of the fact that there is no one around me, no one at all... in this dark, rainy night. A surge of loneliness just completely overwhelmed me. No one to talk to. I am just alone, alone in this Christmas night, with nothing, absolutely nothing... to capture my interest. It’s just filled with droplets of grief instead of the shower of bliss. There seems to be nothing to salvage me. I am drowning, drowning in my sorrows...